Of Mercy Killing and Killing Mercy

The clock is ticking. Chances are Terri Schiavo will be allowed to die in peace. Time flows and minutes and days pile up like autumnal leaves. Chances are time, the great equalizer, will rule above all judges and members of Congress. No appeals there. No higher authority. No way back.
Almost 30 years ago, to the date, another young woman, 22 years old and single, Karen Ann Quinlan, collapsed at a party from overdosing on sleeping pills and alcohol. She stopped breathing for long periods and by the time she was treated at the hospital, she was brain dead. A few days later she was declared:

as being in a “chronic persistent vegetative state.” Dr. Fred Plum, one of such expert witnesses, defined this as a “subject who remains with the capacity to maintain the vegetative parts of neurological function but who . . . no longer has any cognitive function.” . . .

Her breathing was assisted by a respirator and was fed by a tube. Her parents, in their right mind, after exhausting every bit of hope that their daughter could regain consciousness, requested her respirator to be disconnected and Karen be allowed to die in peace. Karen’s doctors and the hospital, refused. What ensued was a long court battle and a landmark ruling in favor of the parents. They were granted their wish to spare their daughter from an unknown amount of time suspended between here and there. The ruling was to disconnect her breathing support apparatus, not her feeding tube. In a interesting turn of events, her breathing assistance was disconnected and she kept breathing on her own. It took almost 10 more years for her to die from pneumonia. She died in 1985.
The main issue was the inability of a patient to make her own decisions and one of guardianship:

#18. Our affirmation of Karen’s independent right of choice, however, would ordinarily be based upon her competency to assert it. The sad truth, however, is that she is grossly incompetent and we cannot discern her supposed choice based on the testimony of her previous conversations with friends, where such testimony is without sufficient probative weight. . . . Nevertheless we have concluded that Karen’s right of privacy may be asserted on her behalf by her guardian under the peculiar circumstances here present.
#19. If a putative decision by Karen to permit this non-cognitive, vegetative existence to terminate by natural forces is regarded as a valuable incident of her right of privacy, as we believe it to be, then it should not be discarded solely on the basis that her condition prevents her conscious exercise of the choice. The only practical way to prevent destruction of the right is to permit the guardian and family of Karen to render their best judgment, subject to the qualifications hereinafter stated, as to whether she would exercise it in these circumstances. If their conclusion is in the affirmative this decision should be accepted by a society the overwhelming majority of whose members would, we think, in similar circumstances, exercise such a choice in the same way for themselves or for those closest to them. It is for this reason that we determine that Karen’s right of privacy may be asserted in her behalf, in this respect, by her guardian and family under the particular circumstances presented by this record.

In that case, Karen’s guardians, her own parents, opted for sparing her a life akin to a house plant. Humans don’t fit well in the Vegetable Kingdom. Her condition denied her even the limbic, reactive, feral consciousness of an animal. In my opinion, no human being deserves such a life. Her parents, her acting guardians, asked for, and received, the right to provide Karen with a mercy killing. That the ruling only contemplated the disconnection of her breathing assistance and she continued to breath on her own, does not deny the fact the ruling was a victory for the rights of guardians to decide what they consider the best for their protégé, if and when said person has no hope to ever make decisions for him/herself.
On the other side of the spectrum we have the sad situation of Terri Schiavo, who’s the unwilling ping-pong ball between her husband’s desire to grant Terri’s wishes of a merciful passing and her parents who want her to cling to a life that just not there and never will. Terri’s court appointed Guardian, Jay Wolfson, after two month of close contact with Terri, appeared to lean towards disconnecting her feeding tube. The above link is to an interesting article in Shady Radio and says in part:

Also, Wolfson concluded, Schiavo would never have tolerated the enormous, “omnipresent” acrimony between her husband and parents.
In the 38-page report he wrote afterwards, Wolfson said the best decision for Schiavo could be made only if both sides agreed to fresh, independent medical testing. If the new testing showed she couldn’t swallow on her own and that Schiavo had no hope for improvement, then the feeding tube should be pulled.

And then, it appears that all efforts for forming such an independent panel went up in smoke. Countless judges making decisions, three Supreme Court hearings denying hearing the case and sending it back to the State of Florida, and all that to end with a sort of legal consensus that she should be allowed to die. Her right to a merciful end. Then, enter the right wing politicians and their holier than thou attitude toward life and righteousness. All the way to the top it went (it seems that one step above that is God). G.W.Bush is assuming the role of God’s Archangel and ruled that Terri should LIVE… If that isn’t killing mercy, I don’t know what is.
The battle is not over. Thankfully, there’s still some separation between the Judicial and Executive branches of government. The lines are being blurred as we speak. Still there though. I hope reason, and mercy, prevails.

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Throw the glamour out the window…

It isn’t because I was a bonafide fan of Star Trek TNG that I like Wil Wheaton. I like the guy because he is one of the most candid, warm, down-to-earth, hard working, self-abnegating persons the bestiary of Hollywood has ever produced. Per his own words, this wasn’t always the case. Today’s Wil Wheaton is the product of his life experience and of paying close attention to past mistakes. That’s an exception, not the rule, from where I see it.

I read his journal almost daily. It is perhaps, due to the nature of his writing being so personal, a voyeuristic compelling. Who cares? On the other hand, I don’t have a local chapter of V.A., so I’ll have to live with it. Meanwhile, I’m having fun watching from my local window what Wil is up to and wants to share with us. Hey!, the guy actually writes you back like a friend if you send him a message and is something relevant. The couple of times he did write back to me was enough to make me grow an appreciation for the person, not the actor and writer.

Professionally, things seem to be brightening up for Wil. A few weeks ago he finished filming an episode for one of TV’s rating kings: CSI; yes, the original; Las Vegas centric issue of the franchise it has become (did I hear somewhere that there’s thinking about creating a CSI London? Or was I dreaming it?). Well, that episode airs tonight and I’ll be glued to the screen — at the expense of foresaking my Spanish “Novela” on Telemundo that airs at the same time as CSI, that is… Sigh, the sacrifices I’ll have to do for you, Wil…

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About the Yi and what it is (not)

Last night I posted the following in a forum I read, and write on, about the Yijing. Write is mostly an euphemism, of course, although I take the Yi very seriously, I mostly kid around in forums. Here is what I posted and why I tend to act like that:

Yesterday I was driving with my family in Delaware, close to Wilmington, when I noticed the tag of the car in front of me. It was a new series of Delaware tags, six digits long, no hyphens. The striking synchronicity, in my Yi oriented mind, is that the number was all 0’s and 1’s and yielded the following: 110101 (Hexagram 38)
Aha! -I said to myself- there you have it! For the past few… what?, months? years?, I’ve been struggling, in my forum participation, here and elsewhere, with what I perceive as absolutisms in others’ opinions. My own point of view is that you cannot find anything more open-ended than the Yi. On the other hand, this is a statement that perhaps can be twisted, only twisted, as an absolutism itself. Therefore, whenever I read: “the Yi is this”, “the Yi is that”, “you can’t use the Yi for this or that”, “you must formulate your questions like this”, “you cannot accomplish this or that with the Yi”, and so on, I start gritting my teeth and the only possible way for me to deal with it is to either smile and ignore or smile and make fun of it. The alternative would be to take positions and add my own absolutisms to the fray, which I decided early on is not worth the energy and effort.
I’ve been chewing on that paradox for quite a while and I was as I was driving. Those kind of thoughts have a tendency to chase me and are slow to die of exhaustion… Help was on the way, though. The hexagram that popped right in front of my car made me realize that Homo Sapiens are, and will for ever be, contentious creatures and there is nothing this specimen can do that is going to change that on a grand scale. On a personal level, though, I can find some peace.

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Well, talk about signs…

I just read in the news that Reggie Roby died this morning. This just a few weeks after Reggie White died at his home.
Both men named Reggie. Both men 43 when they died. Both successful and retired NFL players. Both great family guys and caring community people.
This morning, early, many hours before I read the news, on my way to work, I snapped this photo of a Black Volture sitting on top of the cross at our local church and placed it in my photoblog. At the moment of stopping my car and preparing my camera I wondered: What is it waiting for?
Old tales say that bad things come in threes. I hope they are wrong.

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The view; the other side of the pond…

I just read something funny in the New Yorker magazine; the paper version, mind you, on this week’s edition. It was a commentary about the state of affairs in the European Union titled Pigs Must Play:

Does it even include Great Britain? To most Englishman, the geography is unambiguous: Europe is what you get if you are stupid enough to venture any farther than Kent.

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About immortality…

Ray Kurzweil is at it, again. There is a very interesting article about his latest book, Fantastic Voyage: Live long enough to live forever, at Wired.com.
I won’t speculate about the possibility of ever achieving such a feat, it is beyond the scope of what concerns me. The article, as well as the book, as I gather from the comments (I’ve not read the book yet), leaves outside of the debate the philosophical and ethical implications of immortality.
The quest for immortality is as old as death. The belief systems constructed around death have tried to explain or, why not?, speculate about what lies beyond the threshold of death. Who can blame us, homo sapiens, for not trying? As a species, homo sapiens are the only ones in the Animal Kingdom to contemplate their own death. Survival instinct in the rest of the species does not account for contemplation. Homo Sapiens -leaving the word humanity out on purpose- hate, above all, uncertainty and death is the biggest uncertainty placed on our path, the moment our embryos start dividing cells a fortuitous event pairs a female egg with a sperm.
In the face of uncertainty our species wriggle around it until either the temporal continuum resolves it -which usually is the case for most of them-, we find logical explanations for it, or we build a mystic surrounding it. Death is one of those uncertainties that has been laughing at time and logic and enclosing it in “mystic” is one of our species favorite pastimes.
Most, perhaps everyone of us, go to their graves clutching onto their own “mystic” of death, wrapped around -or perhaps wrapped inside– a dogma of their choosing, even if that dogma is the belief in nothing. Yes, that temporal continuum is merciless and resigning to a certain outcome is a choice thrust upon our chest as a one sided coin.
Still, it appears though, that some bright minds still quest for a Philosopher’s Stone that would, if nothing else, build a wall between our psyches and that unsurmountable of all uncertainties. I suppose that, at some point in time, someone may succeed in building that wall. (If you are still around, keep an eye on the news…)
The past few centuries of human history have shown our species in a path of suppression of natural selection. Improvements in science and health care appear to have been an equalizer in that natural selection. But, the real, inequitable truth, is that equalization depends on access. Modern societies have, for the most part, socialized access to health care. But only to a certain extent. Much room for improvement is left for the socialization to spread fully. If the above quest ever succeeds to achieve its goal, the shift back to human natural selection will be so sharp and dramatic that would make virus mutations the inspiration for poetry…

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Pintando con Luz

Lo and behold! I finished redesigning my photoblog, Pintando con Luz.
Just a place to paste some of the many pictures I take. Always in pursuit of angles, shadows and highlights. I hope you like the pictures.

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Still here

Well, I haven’t gone anywhere. Always here, following the same routine. I’ve been doing a lot of reading though. Online and off-line, something that would make my pen-pal, Joel Biroco, happy.

I don’t have many excuses for not writing. I stopped writing after I sent the entry about Misguided Targets. I suppose a lot of frustration went into making that observation. The situation with the war in Iraq –which hasn’t improved that I can see–, the Presidential Race (lost), the U.S. rapport with the rest of the world, etc., can bring that kind of commentaries out of an observant person. I mean, if you do share such a vantage point of view.

I won’t get into the controversy of analyzing the “other” half of the American population. Suffice is to say that I see it as refusing to let go of a bad marriage: when divorce is out of the question, you just try to carry it the best way you can.

On the practical side of things, I’ve been redesigning my Spanish blog and adding some links. Lots of what I believe is very good writing is done in Spanish.

Let’s hope I can keep the commitment and write more often.

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Misguided targets…

“…the fallacy that good is limited by evil, and that you cannot
receive any good except through eliminating the corresponding
evil by realizing it and beating it back. In this view, life
becomes a continual combat against every imaginable form of evil,
and after we have racked our brains to devise precautions against
all possible evil happenings, there remains the chance, and much
more than the chance, that we have by no means exhausted the
category of negative possibilities, and that others may arise
that no amount of foresight on our part could have imagined. The
more we see into this position the more intolerable it becomes,
because from this standpoint we can never attain any certain
basis of action, and the sources of possible evil multiply as we
contemplate them. To set forth to outwit all evil by our
knowledge of its nature is to attempt a task the hopelessness of
which becomes apparent when we see it in its true light”
Judge Thomas Troward, “The Dore Lectures On Mental Science”.

This was written about a hundred years ago, Still, I’ve got a chill running thru my back when I read it. We, The Almighty People, are so much of a herd on this “War on Terrorism” that, when we drive past a milk farm, the cows go into fits of laughter…

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A Yi interpretation I did for a friend…

Quote:

I asked the yi what is holding me back in my professional life. (i believe this question is a mix of a inner-self/every day life issues). i got as an answer 60 changing to 27.

If you allow me the inside joke, and without Yi interpretations: IT’S THE PLACE YOU ARE LIVING IN, MAN!! LOL! (For those who don’t know it, him and I come from the same corner of the world…)
Seriously though, here is how I see the Yi replying to you:
60:2,5,6>27
A. 60 is the image of “restriction”; of things that are proyected big but are held back by surrounding circumstances. We have the image of rain falling on a lake; the image of danger and uncertainty over happiness and fulfillment. In the nuclear trigrams we have a mountain over thunder; immobility stumping and precluding mobility. This is where the name of the Hexagram comes from.
In my experience, this hexagram is a call to examine the roadblocks that are holding you back; find their weaknesses and use them to pry them open. This may seem obvious under the light of your question but in reality is very tricky. There are impediments that we deny ourselves to see them as such. In the end, because of this, the resolution to break through the impediments rest in yourself. Try to be as objective in your goals and your personal circumstances as possible.
You should know that I like to play a lot with the imagery of the trigrams (some are reluctant to play like this because it may make it look like a Tarot reading)… I may sound a little like the Yi itself in obscurity but try to play with the metaphors. Threading along this line: I see you as the proverbial crane, the one who loves to live by the water but hates rain. Legend says that cranes fly above the clouds to avoid being rained on. You are shown as being unable to take flight. Perhaps snared by something. Perhaps, it is not that you are unable to take flight but the lake is giving you a false of sense of security; that if you hang on close to your source of nourishment you’ll be able to weather the rain. I guess it is possible, it doesn’t rain forever, but one solution takes longer than the other. Alas, if you don’t move, you are also at the risk of being run down by a flood. Do you know for how long or how much is going to rain? Being complacent in one’s situation also carries many risks. It is better to take your own risks and not to wait for the risks to reach you on their own… The image also shows three brothers and the youngest sister. The elder brother is seeing as protecting the youngest sister (they are both together and have an upward movement and the elder is positioned above her in the direct path of the other two males). Still, protection is not enough to allow for movement at this moment. See if you can use this familiar images in your daily life. Do they apply to actual people in your life? Is it possible that you are impeded to move by family obstacles? Or is it that a couple of small external factors in your life are impeding the move?
Hex 60 is not as bad as it may look at first sight. The balance of upward and downward tendencies of its components is positioned in a similar manner to that of Hex 11, Peace. In the case of Hex 11, the harmony is free flowing and no obstacles are seen. The mating ritual is completed. Hex 60, on the other hand, has a lot of uncertainty built in. This uncertainty may be due to the fact that elder support is not available. The case of Hex 11 shows both parent getting together and supporting in their bosom this team of elder son and youngest daughter, the same one that shows up together in Hex 60. In that case they have advanced one step forward with their support. In Hex 60 the parents are gone (or just not there yet or not called forth to help) and the struggle at the moment seems to be centered around siblings. Are you an elder son married to a youngest daughter? I don’t want to sound like a carnival fortune teller… You can take this either literally or as depicting circumstances that surround you using the imagery attached to the components of your hexagrams. When I say that Hex 60 is not as bad as it looks, I mean that once you realize what your obstacles are, by seriously studying them, you can overcome them.
The Judgement says: 60 intimates that (under its conditions) there will be progress and attainment. (But) if the regulations (which it prescribes) be severe and difficult, they cannot be permanent.

Here is what I think Candid was trying to explain to you about being too hard on yourself. There is only so much you can do by setting goals and charting your future as an abstraction. Be real in your goals. All plans are only guides, and should not be taken as the blinders on a horse. You should be able to bend your own rules when the time is appropriate. Otherwise your goals will not be fully achieved or, if they are, there will be no permanence. Open your heart to flexibility.
Now, passing on to the lines (I will use the Legge’s translation since it is the book I have with me at the moment):

60,2; The second nine shows its subject not quitting the courtyard inside his gate. There will be evil.

Here we go, this is what I told you about being too complacent in your current situation, even if there is a want to change it. However, wanting and not acting, takes you nowhere. Like saying “it is better a known bad thing than an unknown good thing” (I know you’ll be thinking about this in Spanish because we have the perfect saying for it… ) In the symbolism of the line it is added: “There will be evil: He loses the time (for action) to and extreme degree”. I believe this should be obvious to you, but just in case: START MOVING. If you don’t you may miss your window of opportunity. And the call to action is not just for the sake of movement; it is for you to start placing the pieces on the board so that when the moment comes to take decisive action, other things are in place. Time is of essence and you don’t want to be taken by surprise and be stuck by not being ready when the window opens.
60,5; The fifth Nine shows is subject sweetly and acceptably enacting his regulations. There will be good fortune. The onward progress with them will afford ground for admiration

This line couples perfectly with what I said about the “second nine”. Here, it shows you as having taken the action suggested there. This is your show and your future; if possible you should set the steps to take to achieve as much of a good fortune for yourself as possible. Take in consideration advise given in good spirit, including this one, but don’t be guided blindly by them. Take only what rings true to you in that advise and take charge of your future. It is yours. By being assertive on this point you will cause admiration in those who surround you.
60,6; The topmost six, shows its subject enacting regulations severe and difficult. Even with firmness and correctness there will be evil. But though there will be cause for repentance, it will (by and by) disappear

Here is a warning. Top lines are almost always difficult in nature. It shows, among other things, people that is in position to help but consider themselves above such endeavors. Mundane affairs are below them. It is also a transition point. A jump into the unknown. The end of a situation. Uncertainty for the future. In this case, I lean towards what Candid said about being too hard on yourself. Be real with the goals you set for yourself and know your limits. It will save you a lot of pain. You cannot carry out your goals by blunt force of conviction. It is more like navigating shallow and rocky waters. It takes patience, dexterity and a keen eye for obstacles. Being firm for the sake of firmness will crash you against a wall. You must be flexible and adapt your course according to what the course brings with the flow. A lot of difficulties are shown ahead and although you may feel many times like turning around (cause for repentance) steady yourself on the board and those feelings will go away. The goal will finally be achieved.
B. All this brings you to Hex 27, The Nourishment.
Let’s play with the imagery for a while… Here we have a mountain (unmovable, steady, patience and contemplation) on top of thunder (very much moving and inpatient, almost the antithesis of the other one). All empty inside with two limiting firm lines on the outside. Not a better image of an open mouth can be found… In this case though, the thunder will not be stopped by the mountain. It will move upwards not matter what obstacles are put forth in front of him. However, it will not be by force that he will achieve his success but by chipping away, little by little those boulders. At the same time, the mountain will eventually show a passage to the subject and the integration of the two will be complete: the mountain will not completely lose its integrity while at the same time the thunder will be able to pass thru to the other side. The inside shows a double image of the Receptive, the mother, having a very strong presence between the two brothers. An intermediary between the two. It also shows by example to be open to new things and ideas. This ideas are the Creative and they will hatch inside the Creative. Both trigrams show a tendency similar to that of Hex 60 and Hex 11: they call for gradual integration. It may be difficult and full of problems but integration and achievement is the end.
The Judgement says: 27 indicates that with firm correctness there will be good fortune (in what is denoted by it). We must look at what we are seeking to nourish, and by exercise of our thoughts seek for the proper aliment

There are many ways to see or interpret a complementary hexagram. In this case I will chose to see it and take it in a couple of different ways: 1. as a conclusion to the events depicted in the original hexagram (Hex 60); and 2. as a reality check for the goals set forth. In the first case, it shows a subject that by staying his course, have reached the goals he set for himself (nourishment) and now is feeding from its fruit.
In the second case, however, it calls for self-knowledge. By finding your center and knowing precisely what you are trying to accomplish is that you will reach the goals that will fulfill your real inner desires. Until such a time the warning is that you may be feeding the wrong part of your Self and, even if you reach “a goal”, it may not be what actually feeds your soul. You are at risk of selling your real happiness to the wrong goal. At the risk of sounding like a cliche, money is not everything in life.
I see Hex 27, within the context of your question, as both a before the facts of Hex 60 and an after the facts. The before is the reality check described in the paragraph above. Like a sandwich where Hex 27 is the bread and Hex 60 is the meat. The after is the accomplishment and reaping of the fruits of hard work.
Well, that was my very humble opinion. I honestly hope and wish that all this tirade makes some sense to you.
Un abrazo, (yes, we hug and kiss a lot in my country, even between same sexes)
Luis

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